Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Beautiful Confusion

This must be it. What a vampire feels like seconds before death, that brief moment of the stake piercing the heart.
I have no reason, no right to feel this pain…
Oh woe hath befallen me and I have no cause or cure…

I feel ill, how can I not be content within myself and let life run its due course.
Why does my heart want more?

I stand, trying to synchronize thought with feeling to come to a mutual understanding of where, how and what the way forward is.

Life seems so perilous a journey.
True happiness comes from within,
so within I retreat to gather my thoughts to find my happy self.

To treasure it and relish this gift, with loneliness, my new companion.

Beautiful confusion reigns still.

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